Wednesday, January 7, 2009

1/7/09- A wednesday

Well
yesterday
(a tuesday)
was a bad day.
For ryan and I.
We got our relationship tested.
really really tested.
we found out many things that we should have told each other a very very long time ago.
But here's what I think
Love is a strong word.
It really truly is.

Things get said when we close off our minds and we start taking things the wrong way. We over react and assume the worst is yet to come.
But through all of yesterday
and this morning.
I have found out many different things about myself.
and ryan.

  1. Neither of us can tell the future.
  2. Neither of us can forget.
  3. And I know, Im in love.

I need him to know I do.
I need him to be ok.
I need him to see what I see.
but,
he can't see how perfect he is in my eyes.
how amazed I am that we can go through such awful days
and come out stronger.

Thats my idea love.

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