A sunday

Happy 5th ry.

i loove you.

1/9/09- A Friday

mmmm.
tonight.

mmmm.

thai food.

double mmmm

And ryan. :)

Tonight was maybe one of our best nights.

We never really go "out"

Im not really sure why tonight was so special.
or really what the occasion was.
but then i thought.
why does there need to be one?

I love em'. :)

Everything we did tonight.
Was perfect.
Some times were a bit.
Nerve racking.
but
optimism :)

"Sorry I have bad memory"

To Ryan.

Don't say it's over
Cause that's the worst news I could hear I swear that I will
Do my best to be here just the way you like it
Even though its hard to hide
Push my feelings all aside
I will rearrange my plans and change for you

If I could go back
That's the first thing I would do I swear that I would
Do my best to folow through
Come up with a master plan
A homerun hit, a winning stand
A gaurantee and not a promise
That I'll never let your love slip from my hands

If it's the beaches
If it's the beaches' sands you want
Then you will have them
If it's the mountains' bending rivers
Then you will have them
If it's the wish to run away
Then I will grant it
Take whatever what you think of
While I go gas up the truck
Pack the old love letters up
We will read them when we forget why we left here

1/7/09- A wednesday

Well
yesterday
(a tuesday)
was a bad day.
For ryan and I.
We got our relationship tested.
really really tested.
we found out many things that we should have told each other a very very long time ago.
But here's what I think
Love is a strong word.
It really truly is.

Things get said when we close off our minds and we start taking things the wrong way. We over react and assume the worst is yet to come.
But through all of yesterday
and this morning.
I have found out many different things about myself.
and ryan.

1. Neither of us can tell the future.
2. Neither of us can forget.
3. And I know, Im in love.
   
   

I need him to know I do.
I need him to be ok.
I need him to see what I see.
but,
he can't see how perfect he is in my eyes.
how amazed I am that we can go through such awful days
and come out stronger.

Thats my idea love.

famous quotes

quotes by me. and the girls (kerri and erin)

• (kylee)- "I would go to Africa with you erin, but um...I dont want aids"
• (kylee)- "Ya Im latina, jealous!"
• (kylee)- "Your legs are like butta"
• (kerri)- "Hold on, I have to tie my pants"
• (kylee, and kerri)- "So, I dont know which guy I like more, Team Kent, or team Jeremy? I guess they are like my shoes, the same but with two different colored laces! (kerri)- "AND YOUR WEARING BOTH OF THEM!"
• (kylee and erin) (at a dance)- "Um, is kerri getting raped by that kid? (erin)- "HES IN OUR FRENCH CLASS!"
• (kylee to erin)-" Hey, erin, I speak french. Aaand, im way cool cause i chew gum. (ryan)- can I have some gum?
• (kerri)- "Erins parents really dont like you." (kylee)- "wait really?"
• (erin)-"Its a tree!!!"
• (kylee)-"Hey, erin, can you go tell sam i like him, please."
• (deyoung about kerri)-" She is a wizard!"

more to be added

chow

1/5/09- A monday

Today was a school day.
Not for ryan.
But for I.
I did not go though.
:/

• I did not fall asleep till four thirty.
• I threw up four times last night.
• Ryan tried to help me fall asleep in the cutest way possible.
• I woke up at eight thirty.
• Ryan woke up
• I took a shower
• And now I am starting my APES homework and english
• ehhh
• and ry is prroobably playing skate.
• He doesnt work today.
• lol
• ;/
• oh and the bruin came out today.
• :)
• my baby gots the lead story
• :) :) :)
• 
  

1/4/09- A Sunday

• 
  

I'm Kylee Jean Fernandez
Im Half Colombian
And I love it.
I like making people laugh
and I like dressing...unique?
I like to sing.
but who knows where that will get me.
:/
I have a sister. Who probably knows me better than anyone.
And two half brothers who are both adorable and sorta sassy.
My dad own's a few Ford Dealerships in Washington
and My mama is a teacher but, is going to school to be a Mental Health Counselor.
I enjoy being in musicals.
sometimes...
haha.
The Shop has become my second home.
I'm like its mama.
:)
I write for our school newspaper.
and would love to do that for a career.
I got accepted to a school in new york and chicago.
but Im staying here till im ready to think that far.
oh..
and Im in love.

:)

that's my favorite thing.



Oh.

here is Ryan David Irvin. -----------(lookup)
He is a stunna.
He film's.
Rye-Dawg Productions.
uhh son.
He likes earth tones.
And good music
Modest Mouse
RHCP
and many many others.
He is the sweetest person I know.
Even to old people.
Even though he doesnt like them very much. :/
He is the Assistant Manager at Valley Skate Shop on third street.
And he really reeallllly likes food.
He is a sucka for them Circus Peanuts.
He has strong opinions.
And he is on the verge of being a genius.
Oh.
And he has o.c.d
the closet kind.


:)
hahaha

And It begins...

hmmm.

Well...

I love Ryan.

And he loves meee.

:)

well, thats what he says at least...

kidding :)

I will probably be the one heading these posts. But I am glad to do it.

:)

I guess this will keep everyone up to date with the little things. :)

Since we get stuck having to switch off who tells the story because odd odd things happen to us.

for example

Our day today- 1/2/09: A Friday,

• Woke up.


• Ryan and my mother finished their laboring job to grout an entire bathroom.


• Ryan slightly suprised me at my house.


• He niiicely sat around while I got ready.


• We contemplated where to eat, and my ideas, (the one) was nicely shot down. "goodbye Sage, my hopes to eat with you are now crushed"


• We decided to go to Tai Country


• Ryan Ordered


• And he must always now.


• Some thesbians sat reaaal close to us, ehh.


• We took a walk while i got my bebe some lard in a bag.


• We took chris his le lunch and nicely threw him some skittles.


• Ryan and I sat in the back and waited for chris's nice job shadow boy to arrive.

babahaha

• I sat in the shop for approximatly three hours watching ry conquer the rushing crowd's while money was flying through the air as ryan sold gross pink adidas. Which then caused chris to bow down in honor and ashament... as he, has yet to sell...them shoes.


• I drew a picture.


• Ryan promised me ice cream, but I was let down.


• I kissed ryan goodbye and promised to pick him up in two hours.


• Which I will be leaving soon to do.

today was good.

but this week in general was pretty amazing,

4 months.

:)