A sunday

Happy 5th ry.

i loove you.

1/9/09- A Friday

mmmm.
tonight.

mmmm.

thai food.

double mmmm

And ryan. :)

Tonight was maybe one of our best nights.

We never really go "out"

Im not really sure why tonight was so special.
or really what the occasion was.
but then i thought.
why does there need to be one?

I love em'. :)

Everything we did tonight.
Was perfect.
Some times were a bit.
Nerve racking.
but
optimism :)

"Sorry I have bad memory"

To Ryan.

Don't say it's over
Cause that's the worst news I could hear I swear that I will
Do my best to be here just the way you like it
Even though its hard to hide
Push my feelings all aside
I will rearrange my plans and change for you

If I could go back
That's the first thing I would do I swear that I would
Do my best to folow through
Come up with a master plan
A homerun hit, a winning stand
A gaurantee and not a promise
That I'll never let your love slip from my hands

If it's the beaches
If it's the beaches' sands you want
Then you will have them
If it's the mountains' bending rivers
Then you will have them
If it's the wish to run away
Then I will grant it
Take whatever what you think of
While I go gas up the truck
Pack the old love letters up
We will read them when we forget why we left here

1/7/09- A wednesday

Well
yesterday
(a tuesday)
was a bad day.
For ryan and I.
We got our relationship tested.
really really tested.
we found out many things that we should have told each other a very very long time ago.
But here's what I think
Love is a strong word.
It really truly is.

Things get said when we close off our minds and we start taking things the wrong way. We over react and assume the worst is yet to come.
But through all of yesterday
and this morning.
I have found out many different things about myself.
and ryan.

1. Neither of us can tell the future.
2. Neither of us can forget.
3. And I know, Im in love.
   
   

I need him to know I do.
I need him to be ok.
I need him to see what I see.
but,
he can't see how perfect he is in my eyes.
how amazed I am that we can go through such awful days
and come out stronger.

Thats my idea love.

famous quotes

quotes by me. and the girls (kerri and erin)

• (kylee)- "I would go to Africa with you erin, but um...I dont want aids"
• (kylee)- "Ya Im latina, jealous!"
• (kylee)- "Your legs are like butta"
• (kerri)- "Hold on, I have to tie my pants"
• (kylee, and kerri)- "So, I dont know which guy I like more, Team Kent, or team Jeremy? I guess they are like my shoes, the same but with two different colored laces! (kerri)- "AND YOUR WEARING BOTH OF THEM!"
• (kylee and erin) (at a dance)- "Um, is kerri getting raped by that kid? (erin)- "HES IN OUR FRENCH CLASS!"
• (kylee to erin)-" Hey, erin, I speak french. Aaand, im way cool cause i chew gum. (ryan)- can I have some gum?
• (kerri)- "Erins parents really dont like you." (kylee)- "wait really?"
• (erin)-"Its a tree!!!"
• (kylee)-"Hey, erin, can you go tell sam i like him, please."
• (deyoung about kerri)-" She is a wizard!"

more to be added

chow

1/5/09- A monday

Today was a school day.
Not for ryan.
But for I.
I did not go though.
:/

• I did not fall asleep till four thirty.
• I threw up four times last night.
• Ryan tried to help me fall asleep in the cutest way possible.
• I woke up at eight thirty.
• Ryan woke up
• I took a shower
• And now I am starting my APES homework and english
• ehhh
• and ry is prroobably playing skate.
• He doesnt work today.
• lol
• ;/
• oh and the bruin came out today.
• :)
• my baby gots the lead story
• :) :) :)
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1/4/09- A Sunday

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